everything seems so wrong. idk. i just hate feelings. i hurt people. and i'm giving up. i just want to look forward and forget the past. you may do and say what you want- i won't take any action. yes. heartless is the best way *for now i suppose. young love? is such a major major mega turn off #serioustalk. people hurt me as well. never thought what i felt. like uhh come on. i have feelings too. friends help me a lot during this hard time. they told me to move on and put down all the shits that came through. i'm tired. i just really am. love may laughs at me now. i'm totally a failure right now, i guess so. so this is me- currently. listening to some emotional songs, crying blood, and become heartless for every matter. i feel dumb somehow. i'm trying hard to laugh and smile. thanks to my friends.
